I find the old you get the less you dream. Not sleep dream but life dream you know- dream job, dream boyfriend, dream car, dream life. At some point reality talked over and you lose the faith and hope of your youth...or maybe its just me?!?!
You see, sometimes it takes all I hve to get up in the mornings and make it through the day and I know with every fibre of my being that this is not right. I know that this is NOT the dream I had for my life. This is NOT where I want to be. This is not what I lay awake hoping for. But getting to THE DREAM has proved such a heartbreaking mission that my faith is gone. What little there is gets me through the day.
And I want to change this reality, believe that my dream, is not truly lost but reality seems to have other plans so does that mean my dream is not fore me? Do I give up? Do I accept my reality or fight even more for my dream?! Do I listen to the voices in my life that tell to do what they think is best or do I do what I think is best?!
So many questions and no answers. At what point do you accept your reality and give up the dream?
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